latest post

okay, though i rarely do touch this website, not having done so since last year, i received an email today offering me a service to increase the readership of this webpage, and so may begin to show it the same attention as i do my profiles on facebook, google+, and (my name is gary lopez-watts). here is my latest post whose destiny strikes me rather heavily, be conscious of my hurry, aid in my effort to establish our eternal paradise:

i can see that it is obvious i have been unable to successfully communicate my distaste for capital. it is because capital is a separative entity which encourages a satisfaction with the status quo, which in truth, is terrifying. the status quo is the truth of our eternity, which as i have previously explained, is utterly lonely, the feeling experienced in the depths of a nightmare, or the sensibility of an immaterial hell. the world + its occupants will obviously persist beyond your death, and as the ultimate, it is characteristic of your infinite consideration to consider all life, even those forms of which whose experience lies beyond your sensation, and the knowledge i possess because of my experience tells me that a pure bliss is destined. this is why i refer to myself as infinitely patient, because even in possessing experience of our destined eternal paradise, i am able to live with the infinite consideration that leads me to believe myself an accurate reflection of our self, the ultimate.


finished! (only a feeling?)

yo, i am excited. i’ve just returned from an intense workout at the y and developed several promising ideas. it is important that you remember all that i’ve said before while digesting this information. we are one with all life as the ultimate, beyond a shadow of a doubt. as so, we are all eternal, extending infinitely, in every dimension, as every life form that exists. hell + heaven are real, and the universe has unfolded so that we may come to imagine their reality even as vividly as they are experienced + remembered. it is vital to us that we employ our imagination because those events that we see in p.e.t.a videos + the like are really happening, however luckily imperceptible they are, that is the ultimate’s view of our hell. we must consider all life in all of our decisions so that no instance suffers. see how we can abolish hell? to welcome in heaven, you will need to trust me, unless you already have used psychoactive substances and experienced the bliss they will no doubt encourage. my view of heaven was delivered to me over ten years ago in an intravenous injection of methamphetamine. i remember thinking, with certainty, that the way i felt was the best way that it was possible to feel and if it could persist forever that it would be eternal paradise. over the subsequent years, i have slowly convinced myself of our eternity, and realized that it would be possible for that experience to persist forever. it has been since the beginning of life, and gravity has reached into a singularity to organize itself into into our existence. once this knowledge is had by all, we will be on our way to an eternal paradise. of course, only on our way. we must cease carnivorism and encourage all other predators to do the same, which is most surely possible with this science with which we can produce complete + palatable proteins. we must begin experimenting with the usage of psychoactive of substances on other life, as their brains have no doubt developed similarly to our own. hopefully you can see how paradise will be made eternal as soon as it is made to exist for all life, all of the time. it is good that you know the horrors of hell through merely witnessing our actions. be joyfully considerate, for our future will continue much as time has progressed.

ultimate!!!!! (we are trying unimaginably hard, reward awaits)

while it is true that everyone is free to find their own truth, as soon as you find out the truth that obviously applies to everything, you should most definitely make every effort of guiding ourself to it, that is what i am trying to do. i am having a very difficult time, as it is clear to me that virtually no one has faith in ourself, the indubitable reality which explains this obviously imaginary rather than material universe. excite yourself to profess the glorious truth of our existence and make effort to abolish hell + enter heaven!

newest post – quite odd

as you will notice, a new post is rare indeed, but i have recently discovered that it is our destiny to imagine the gloriously wonderful + marvelous truth with our infinite intelligence, and develop an eternal paradise where we all understand our objectivity + consequent unity, enjoying the eternal instant that is life. my email is, contact me  please, i am eager to develop plans for our eternal paradise, as it has been limited to my imagination for a painfully long time (more than a decade).

new post – rarely occurs

this is a post i just made on google+, but is so important, i think that everyone needs to read it as soon as possible:

i am tired. but today i have had a confusingly long, visionary, and homeless day. thankfully i now am seated in my couch, sipping (or rather gulping), a 40 oz. bottle of chilled, pleasantly cool, water. i had dropped my key to my uncle’s gate at a fall i had taken at the gas station, or perhaps at another point on my way home, as i was tripping balls on dxm (hence the visionary qualities of my day), and consequently, could not reach my home (which is an apartment in my uncles backyard). thankfully i had my two bottles of dxm in a bag slung over my right arm. everything we have been told is true, and i am most definitely thankful to jesus for pointing me in that direction in which i needed to head. i also have the whole of humanity to thank, meaning you, of course, as how else could i have known the depths of hell (experienced by our factory farmed cattle as well as, to a, most certainly lesser degree, people in third world and developing countries), as well as the incomparable joys of heavenly bliss (thank you psychoactive substances – we did it, guys). understand that all i’ve told you is true, death is merely a transition, as we are eternal. i realized that life is ultimately paradoxical  and that an eternal paradise is the equivalent of a fabulously entertaining boredom. the most of a true goal that we can have is unlimited enjoyment, which seems almost obvious, doesn’t it?

comments i posted below:

1 – think about it – where is jesus today? he might have been in that slice of ham on your sandwich at lunch. or perhaps in your roast beef last night. in fact he has been in all the meat you have eaten.

2 – please – let everyone know, and if you can’t make sense of it, contact me at we need to make changes – asap! the book is closed, the bible has been finished. peace.

science wins!

in actuality nothing exists, because the instant that it becomes real, its gravitational pull collapses it back into nothing. that is why nothing is permanent and everything evolves. the nature of existence is an eternal evolution and the law of existence is manifestation. we are existence manifesting itself repeatedly. +1 existence! +1 psychedelics! +1 science! +1 gee! +1 existence! we are living the story of matter trying to become real. it is wholly scientific, undetermined yet predestined. i have the feeling that it will make our job easier. it is an explanation of reality that seems unparalleledly (i have already recommended to that they make it into a word) sensible and i do hope for it to become the new common model of reality. i think a nonexistence of matter should be accompanied by a realization of the nonexistence of heaven,  hell, and with some time, a dramatic reorganization of society and abolition of capital. there was never any magical force that acted upon subatomic particles influencing the big bang. we are living the story of matter trying to become real. every instant, the entire world disintegrates about you and comes back together in less than a moment. that is why things evolve, and shall be how we continue for all eternity. to make life enjoyable it helps to make it a priority to be personably impersonal in all of your relationships and consequent interactions. peace

time and space

time and space are codependent – one cannot exist without the other. space can not exist without time, because in order to define space, you need two things – a here and a there. without time, at the same moment you are here, you are also there, as you can not travel without time over which to do so. you no longer have the two things which are necessary to define space, since the two have become one and the same. without space you have no room for the creation of matter, so existence can not be physical, it is in fact mathematical, or vibrational. frequencies define the color of light as well as the pitch of a sound, so there you have the makings for our world, which is experienced primarily through light and sound. there is, of course, pressure as well, but that can easily be likened to the intensity of the vibration itself. the vibration is changing in its intensity constantly, and so our world is one of change. what’s more, this vibration is changing in intensity in such a way that its experience is, overall, constantly improving, it is in other words, evolving. its course is set, there is no changing of what it will do, and therefore there is no free will, or you do have free will, but it is inconsequential, as you have no choice but to have it, and likewise, things have no choice but to happen as they will happen. as there is no free will, or it is inconsequential, destiny is in fact, real. perception is what this vibration is taking place among and is constantly rationed into lifeforms, or, you, me, and every other intelligent lifeform. we are watching existence evolve, and no one can take any credit for what it does, save for existence itself (which is widely referred to by a large number of terms, of which the most common is now god). existence is instantaneous, as we can all tell through its experience. time does not exist as such, or put more understandably, as it is how we measure the progress of our day, it is continuous rather than constant. work with me for our future.

i have recently discovered the best message ever
and deeply desire to share it with you:

that is a bummer, thank you for your effort
i’m sorry it didn’t work out, it is good to be here

i consider all you say as
to the degree my head can conjure


planet earth – training ground?

we are living on a beautiful planet and optimally, it will only grow more beautiful as we all learn the truth. there are a few things that are undeniably important to do – first and foremost is recycling. the fact that we are not all doing this blows my mind, but it is understandable where facilities have not been developed, and so i would encourage their development wherever they do not exist. my mother’s home, houston, does a reasonably good job of this, the only thing that they lack are the facilities at which plastic #6 can be recycled, and that does breed a distaste for that particular plastic in me. but, in the city in which i currently reside, pasadena, plastic #6 can be recycled (i am under that impression as i recall having had read it somewhere), so i know that it is possible. everyone is asked to encourage houston to develop those facilities, as the chances of success will increase along with the number of people who make an effort to see these centers developed. it is of primary importance that you see them developed in your area first, as recycling is, as noted above, undeniably important. the reason i refer to planet earth as a training ground is that i am reasonably sure that our destiny is universal colonization and unification. other steps remain to be taken, however, as our planet is choking on our carbon dioxide emissions, as well as it’s waterways and forestry suffer. is it not obvious? i am trying to bring about the kingdom of heaven!

most definitely thank you

i have heard (and i am almost sure that you have as well) that it imparts a fair share of health benefits to give thanks. if this is the case, i most definitely want to be giving thanks as often as is possible. seeing as how we all can be god (or preferred term), and therefore we have all played an equal role in creating such an astoundingly beautiful universe to entertain ourselves with, i am able to give a mental “thank you” at all times, which i do try and accomplish. the intensity of my thanking only increases in considering the fact that we have put so much effort into creating a world where suffering is undeniably unavoidable, but will decrease, constantly, at an unbelievably rapid, though insensible, pace. i am looking forward to reaping the guaranteed benefits of such in the future, which i am guaranteed to experience, as are we all. if you see fit, please help and publicize this blog.


i was going to try and give jesus (yes, that jesus) an introduction that would make him sound appropriately human, because that is what this post is about, his humanity, and that is all, there will be no talk of supernatural dualisms. when jesus said “i will come again”, he most definitely was not lying, he was referring to a unity lying within him that, in fact, lies within all of us. jesus was god, but then again, we all can be god, as god can be the hidden element in that duality that flows through all of us. all of that miracle business was implemented into the story of his life so that we would believe it, and it was successful. when he said “i will come again”, he was referring to the energy that flowed through his body, that flows through all of our bodies, and that a few have chosen to term “god”. we are eternal, or gloriously persistent. i yearn to see all of humanity realize its true unity, making “heaven” real. get excited, this is real, and involves you. this news cannot be known soon enough. if you have ideas for its spread, contact grow. peace